Category: ♥My Heart♥

My MacBook Pro hard disk has officially died on me, I lost 50% of my pictures.

I’m super upset….

The reason y I bought a MBP was because I trusted it. Jo owns the first generation MBP and it’s still fine (6-7 years)

Why do u have to die on me when I have no backup at all.

Trust me, I was about to kill myself when the technician says:” I’m pretty sure it’s your hard disk and I think you lost all ur stuff.”

I’m still very depressed and pissed at the thought of it.

I know I can send it to some professional to recover my stuff; Jo called and asked for the price.

The guy says around RM1600.

FUCK MY LIFE BIG TIME!

I’m questioning myself….

Is it worth RM1600? They are all my memories… It can never be replaced.

Maybe Im being too much of a drama queen but I just cant get over it.

Lesson learned : Never ever say I will do it later cause somehow you will regret for not doing it on the spot.

I waited too long to back up my stuff, now it’s too late.

*tears*

A few readers of mine have suggested in Formspring that I should blog about my love story. Im not sure how I should begin with this entry, if I should blog about the beginning till now? Or if I should just summarize it? Hahaha.

It has been 5 years…5 good, sweet, memorable years.

OK, let us begins with how we met (This is the most common question I got from my friends and readers). I remembered it was a day before my birthday celebration, my friend invited him to my party and before that she introduced Jo to me cause they were in the same group. That was the first time we met even though we were in the same class for more than 2 months! My first impression of him was that he was tall, skinny and shy. Ever since then we started calling him JoJo.

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長大真的好累。。。

当我還在小學時，父母擔心的是怕我們受傷和生病。 因為畢竟小孩的抵抗力還不好。

到了中學，父母擔心我們交上壞朋友，進不到好的大學，更不要用說交男友了（別想！！！）

好了終於進到了一間不錯的大學，朋友也是正常的。

沒抽煙，不賭也不吸毒。

父母還是擔心我們會荒廢學業，修錯主課。

畢業了。。。

這才是擔心真真的開始，

擔心我們找不到工，擔心我們開支大賺錢少。。

那些根本就不重要。。。

最令人厭煩的是拼命的在控制我們的想法。

我們已經長大了，是時候放手讓我們看看真正的世界。

我知道你不想我們受傷，要把最好的給我們。

我瞭解。。

可是我想出去闖闖，我想學習跌倒後在站起來。

当然我不會做一些傷害自己及家人的事。

很簡單，讓我們選擇我們想要的幸福。

而不是把你想要的結果投在我們身上。

好累，好難呼吸，快喘不過氣 了。

我有我們自己的想法， 你也是一樣。

我不會要求你跟着我的想法走，換過來你也應該這樣對嗎？？

原諒我的不孝，可能我做不到你理想中千依百順的孩子。

對不起。。。

何必苦苦相何必相逼，換過來也只不過是兩敗局傷。

幸好有你

当我的聆听者

幸好有你

不断的支持

幸好有你

在旁的鼓励

幸好有你

我看开了很多

幸好有你

我进步了

幸好有你

我尝试到被疼的滋味

幸好有你

我懂的珍惜

幸好有你

我的世界变的

。。。不同

谢谢你

在短短的一个月里， 我学到了很多。

什么是人心难側。

难怪大人都说：“等你出了社会你就会知道。”

我知道了。

很清楚的看到了。。。

人总是自私的， 我从来不责怪这一种想法

可是

我觉得很恶心

当你不太想多理 时，

它会不断的出现。

你不犯我， 我不犯你

把大家都当成小丑

让我笑一笑

事情就过去了。

不在提。